What to Know When You Feel Unqualified

The last few edits of my book, Keep Walking: 40 Days to Hope and Freedom after Betrayal were completed over the weekend and I ordered my first box of books! GULP! This is getting real. And I am a jumble of emotions. I am proud, scared, hopeful, terrified, excited and...

Will It Ever Stop Hurting?

The other morning when I put my on tennis shoes I was flooded with gratitude. Weird, right? Not your typical response. But it was a moment of triumph for me and here’s why…I broke my foot earlier this year. I don’t know how it happened. I just know the day it started...

Don’t Shrink Back

I’ll admit it. I’ve been allowing fear to slow me down. I’ve written a book that is practically complete, but the closer it gets to done, the slower I move. I am not like the do-it-yourselfer who is so exhausted that she collapses in a heap before the last row of...

We Are Dust

Walking barefoot on the hard crust of our backyard, dusty dirt coated my two bare feet. All along the fence were crevices in the earth – dry cracks two inches wide and two feet deep. The ground is thirsty. Have you ever been thirsty or dusty? Just as a father...

ShineXV Women’s Conference Recap

This conference has been an important part of my life. Shine 2004 was the catalyst for major change. It woke me up out of my sleep-walking existence and planted courage in my heart. I know I’m not the only one. The other day I heard someone say they count the years of...

The Anger Scared Me

  Disney/Pixar’s Inside Out brought emotions to life  – Joy, Sadness, Disgust, Fear and pictured above, Anger. This little movie  provided a wonderful reference for the jumble of emotions we faced  this summer as we took our oldest son to college. Sadness...

Losing Limbs and Finding Joy

Motherhood is a lifelong process of letting go. Tonight, my oldest is at his Senior prom, I may or may not have cried in the shower. Letting go is hard but it is a choice we make. In this Momologue (yes, I made that word up) I share my current musings on motherhood...

The Veil Was Torn

“What just happened?” Don’t you suppose that was the question racing through the minds of Adam and Eve that fateful day in the garden? In God’s beautiful garden, the home he created for them to enjoy, mankind surrendered to sin, to MY will and MY way. For the first...

Hold the Baby- A Birthing Story for Christmas

It began on a Wednesday afternoon. On the way to the hospital, we stopped to visit our friends who were getting ready for mid-week service at Tree of Life Church. I figured we’d have a baby later that evening. But no, we were up all night sustained by old school...